BP

The whole mess in the Gulf Coast has helped me to realize that nobody ever wants to take responsibility for anything. BP complains about regulations, the government gets upset that BP does not comply with regulations, and at the end of the day, we all still need oil.

Seeing BP's CEO get grilled by Congress elongates the blame game, with senators bitching and even getting pissed at the current administration (fuc*$&' politics!) and their response. Yet, we again still need the services of these retarded corporations.

Amongst the political back-and-forth, I have come to realize that this whole oil spill thing is most likely a collective epic fail. BP fails in that the company probably did (and still does) gloss over restrictions and regulations. The government fails through just wanting to point fingers. The general public fails for putting their whole trust in the government. Consumers fail for being addicted to gas. And the human race fails, for messing up the Earth, again.

Maybe the real things that we should be focused on is our addiction to oil, or the power of corporations, or the restrictions of government. Instead of looking at these themes, we choose the blame game. Epic fail.

What does it mean to be an American?

There is one question in my life that I feel I will never be able to fully understand, comprehend, and answer fully, and that is the question of what does it mean to be an American?

Some people answer this question by saying "Well, you have to be patriotic to be an American", or "Being an American means the freedom to say and do whatever you damn well want". One theme that seems to reoccur when I or someone else is asked what it means to be an American is that of vagueness.

Well Aaron, what do you mean by vagueness? Let me explain...

Let me start by talking about my first example, the idea that being an American means being patriotic. First off, since when has patriotism been a solely "American" idea? Now, in no way am I attacking people who believe that part of being an American is being patriotic (i.e. voting, supporting the troops, and other equally vague things), however, when I hear that connection between being American and being patriotic, I think to myself "Well, aren't Italians proud to be Italian, or aren't Iranians proud to be from Iran?". What this question does to my mind is this: patriotism is a vague idea and concept. End of story.....well, not really, I should probably explain.

To one person, patriotism may mean taking up arms against "those" who deny others freedom. To another person, patriotism may mean questioning the very principles that you have been taught since a young child. For some reason, when I hear patriotism, I think of Veteran's Day. To me, there is nothing more "patriotic" than dying for something you believe in. For me, the fact that there have been people in my country and other countries as well who were willing to trade their lives for something larger than themselves, that is a feat worthy of eternal life and eternal remembrance.

My second example, which stated that part of being an American consisted of the freedom to say whatever you want, is equally as vague as patriotism. While we Americans enjoy the freedom to say almost anything (well, we can't really say ABSOLUTELY anything, for example, try yelling fire in a crowded building and see if you don't get fined or arrested) we want, don't other nations and peoples have this right too? The answer is yes and no, most likely. For example, I'm pretty sure that some bloke in London can call the Queen of England a pasty faced powerless monarch and still return home alive that night, however, at the same time, protestors in Iran who believed that the state fixed their election could not even protest due to fear from and physical threats by their government.

Now, why have I wrote all of this nonsense in which nobody will probably read? Well, it's simple. Being American is not clear cut, baseball and apple pie goodness. Being American means different things to different people. Furthermore, aside from being American, or being Japanese, English, or French, the most important thing to remember is that we are ALL citizens of Planet Earth (as tree hugging as this sounds) and not all of us have the same or equal rights.

So, the next time you hear somebody say that they are proud to be American, maybe remember that we should probably be thankful to be Americans, and compared to some people who live on our planet as well, we don't really have a whole lot to bitch about.

Michael Giacchino

For those of you who do not know who Michael Giacchino is, let me introduce his work to you. Michael Giacchino is an American film and video game composer whom I am a huge fan of. Here is a short list of some of his works:

Star Trek (2009)

Up (2009)

Alias, the series

Lost, the series

Medal of Honor video game series

Mission Impossible III

To give you an example of how some other people view Mr. Giacchino's work, one quote I heard was that Michael Giacchino is the next John Williams (which, is probably one of the nicest things you can say to someone who composes scores for movies etc.).

Mr. Giacchino's scores, for a lack of a better word, are extremely memorable. Every time I hear one of his compositions, I am instantly reminded of the part of the movie that the score is from, or the exact level the music represents from some of my favorite video games (Medal of Honor instantly comes to mind, especially "Arnhem" from "Medal of Honor: Frontline").

I invite all to experience this man's music. The previous quotation about him being the next John Williams is fitting, seeing how, like with Mr. Williams, I can always pick out a Michael Giacchino score and the corresponding movie that goes with it!

Here's to winning your first oscar, Mike, you freakin' definitely deserve it. And also, please keep up the good work.

WW II in HD

World War II in High Definition on the history channel is pretty amazing. There is something about seeing footage of the war in color that just automatically captures your attention. I also believe that one of the factors in a lot of people's interest in watching it lies in the fact that most of us grew up reading and watching WW II in black and white.

However, at the same time, WWII in HD also makes the memories of war (at least for me) even more brutal. I am specifically speaking of the American island hopping in the South Pacific toward Japan and the footage of the Holocaust. Having already seen most of these brutal events in black and white, the addition of color just magnifies the intensity and emotionality of the war for most people (I am referring to the universally quiet and shocked faces of my friends as we watched the allies liberate the death camps).

World War II has always quite literally been a trip for me. On one hand, it is very interesting to learn about and discover the many aspects behind the largest war ever fought on this planet. At the same time, the brutality of the war also makes one ask why man is so brutal toward once another...

Healthcare in the United States...

Even though I try not to think about my generation and our future, sometimes I just have to wrestle with some ideas. One of those ideas is healthcare. What the hell is the right answer? I don't know, and I am also willing to bet that not a whole lot of people really know too.

So, on one corner of the debate, there are people who say that health insurance should be left to the private sector (as it stands now). I guess one plus of keeping it in the private sector would be having these companies keep each other in economic check (prices to the consumers) and keep costs low (at least in theory). However, how could we get most people covered (i.e. if your employer does not provide any type of health care, what do you do?).

On another corner of the debate is making healthcare nationalized. One plus of giving the government control over healthcare could come from larger coverage, however, as many of us have experienced, do we really want the government as the only (or one of many) options? The DMV comes to my mind, and I'm already pissed.

I really don't know the answer, and I think a lot of people who put themselves in one of the aforementioned camps (and the two that I spoke of are not the only points of views, either) tend to just want to tell you how stupid the other "group" is. I hope something does work out, because the thought of people going in bankruptcy or loosing their (for example) homes due to medical bills in almost unfathomable to me.

This is another example of me wishing my brain did not have to mindfuck so many things...oh well, so is the price of being a thinker...

Bioshock 2

Oh man, I love Bioschock 2. There are so many things about this game that I love, and because I can, I am going to list some of them.

1. The graphics and atmosphere are amazing. Rapture, interestingly enough, and amid all the blood and death, has a certain type of memorable feeling to it. While it is pretty to look at, it still is a place that pretty bluntly says "Stay the fuck away from this part of the Atlantic Ocean!".

2. The weapons and plasmids are sweet. Is there anything better in life than shooting some drugged up Splicer with an exploding spear, right after you blast them with a jolt of electricity? Well, maybe food and women are better, but the speargun fun definitely helps pass time.

3. The story and characters are all extremely interesting and fun to follow. I love how the first Bioshock had the whole far-right individual mindset to it, while Bioshock 2 goes for the far-left, group mentality stuff. You don't need to be a Ph.D douche to appreciate the political atmosphere being fought for in Rapture!

So, there is soooo much more I can say about this game, (I haven't even TOUCHED the multiplayer yet) however, there also happens to be a warm bath with my name on it, so the 2K games jerkfest will have to end for now...

The Power to Tax Is the Power to....Decide?

I always thought, and still continue to think, that it would be a good idea to show all workers on their pay stubs where their taxes were exactly going. Seeing where Uncle Sam was "borrowing" my money would in some way make me feel better about forking over money to my state and federal governments.

For example, if I saw on my paycheck that part of my federal taxes went to some type of public works project or giving more money to a school district in need, I would probably not be as pissed off as to the amount of $ taken from my paycheck each week.

But then again, since we as taxpayers do not have the power to decide where our taxed income goes, the idea of your pay stub telling your where your taxed money went is kind of pointless.

Oh well, one can dream...